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Sup all, i made a lie on myspace as aaron is my top friend on myspace again. he has some friends who are trying to lead him stray and is telling him to leave me well he swore on the bible he will be with me forever. let me tell you  what happened. tonight i see he has over 2300 friends i snapped and said you slacking bastard you got more then me he said i will work on it for you. then i saw him post on a comment and i say it under status update so i decided to click on his site and he didnt tell me he was trying to trap the bitch that hacked his aacount and shut it down what happened? well i got so furious at him for his account having to many friends and got upset at him for not getting my work done faster because he is addicted to baseball games,my space app games and talking to his friends that i got furious as one of his posts he said i wave my unloaded shotgun around and say stuff like austra la bye bye doggie or computer witch i did but its unloaded and i learned if my anger got the best of me i would rip the computer into pieces well. i grabbed it and said slackers dont deserve a netbook i bought for there work if your addicted to myspace games so i broke it ripped the screen out then broke the machine in 2 then dug out the hdd to see if it was safe and it was. then i said angerly i am pissed you got more friends then me and the work i paid for you to get done isnt getting done i got all my work you wanted me to get done. so i destroyed it. next month i will buy em a new one thru qvc and use the payment plan. then they asked to use my netbook and i said yes. do your app updates do mine then go to bed and in the morning we will have breakfast and go get my new bed witch i will get as grandma is moving down to a full and my full is dead box spring wise so i will get a queen size and still keep my full. as for  tomarrows work it will be started asap and they will get cought up by end of next week. as for me well i learned my lesson on it but it was a hard one to learn. as for last thursday the 11th i had a mental and physical breakdown and aarons been staying with me since. you see monday the 8th i snapped at a guy talking about the drug dealer and there mother then on thursday i snapped when the manager said no 2 bedroom as aaron moved out and in the notes of the old mananager it didnt work. then i was told aaron has to slow down on my work to pack as there moving him upstairs and my naibor in a 2 bedroom is moving into aarons place. well i blew my stack lost my head made it pop and had a headache for 2 days till aaron gave me the kitoprofen then it comes and gos now but i lost the strength to walk and move much so aarons pushing me around in my wheel chair. i been having the runs and my ulcers are acting up. so i am eating less and loosing a ton of weight all because of this breakdown then tonight didnt help when i broke aarons netbook. i just couldnt take it anymore. aaron understands my disabilitys and will be with me no matter what plus i am buying him a better netbook next month. so he gets to use mine till then and i will use the old one. in the mean time i need to finish the book of mark and start luke. so there is why i needed to say it on xanga as aarons friends would bbq me on breaking his netbook. well i say his friends suck and i dont verbally abuse aaron or physically abuse him i just yell once in a while because i am upset. my apartment is a mess because of him and he prefers myspace apps. he will be getting mine clean,his clean and packing as well as working on the work i messed up on as well as i will do some of it. i will keep you all posted and i would like comments on this issue.

Laters

~Rita

an update for you all

a quick update for you all. the bitch has left me alone and im happy. :o) doing research on 3 new laptops that i want to buy. anyways other then that nothing is new. doing alex work,doing pricing work and doing game review work. but im happy that the bitch is leaving me alone.

Got to go to bed. will keep you updated.

~Rita

this bitch is trying to turn the tables on me

sup all had some teeth removed and now im trying to get the blood from stop flowing. anyways im hurting from the removal then came home aaron checked his secret account and the bitch said im stalking and she was going to report me for being a stalker plus pantie boy keeps annoying me so i called pantie boy out as i know its jessica playing mind games then i told her to quit stalking me or i will report her to myspace staff. before i called her out aaron got a report from her that im stalking some of her friends and her herself witch is crap. i should be done with myspace but i like the damn app programs. anyways shes trying to turn the tables against me and i dont like it.

anyways today is rest day.

i will keep you all posted

~Rita

Thanks Daddy and Thanks Vets for my freedom

My Fellow Americans and bloggers, i want to wish you all a safe and happy memorial's day i also want to honor the dead who died for our freedom and honor the living who fought for our freedom without you we would have any freedom at all. i also want to honor a man who served korea and vietnam and died in 1990 he was my daddy. he was in intelligence he served marines,army and navy and in special forces. so i want to thank him for my freedom and thank him for giving me life. dad spent 36 years in the service and dad. thanks daddy and i miss you and love you. so please honor the dead today and honor the living today. they gave us our freedom.

i love you daddy.

~Rita

i got a pm from i think the same stalker

Sup all, yesterday morning i got a pm on myspace email system on a guy who claims he wants to be my wife and he is going thru a sexchange. so i asked him and he gave me these answers. i will share it with you then give you my opinion on it.

1.Im having sergery to be 100% female after that hopefully you will ask me to be your bride id make you so happy lover

Rita's Answer: you cannot be 100% female or have periods only to have sex as a woman. and why should i ask you to be my bride? there is 1 person who has won my heart and 1 only. not him who is playing im a tg when his peeps on his comments call him a asshole and a prick and dickhead.

2.I understand everything that your sayn ive allready had my breast implants and i am going all the way i want to be your wife hopefuly you will ask me

Answer: if you had implants show me the proof and why are you using a male pic and male stuff on your profile like the atlanta braves as a theme for your profile on myspace? why should i ask you to be my wife when your playing mind games with me?

3:The pics are very old and i have no pics uploaded on my comp. I do have camera phone and id be happy to send you some pics. Baby you just dont know how bad i want this. So ask me dammit lol

Answer: old pics? i dont buy your a man and a dickhead and asshole playing mind games with me. aask you what to be my wife? hell no as its a damn mind game and im tired of it. my heart is for 1 person and 1 only.

4.I will send u pics i met you on amiee blue's friends i went by drew and not long ago changed to poison i really want to be your wife im inlove with you baby all i can think about is you making love to you. Id give any thing if i could mother your children. I will do as you say

Answer: my mail box is still empty boy, aimee who? there not on my friends list boy. drew? drew you say? last time i checked out a profile you was 28 on tifas account and it was ryan, now its drew to poison? what web do you weave of deciet. in love with me? you dont know me jackass, making love to me? sounds like a stalker to me prickhead, mother my children? you need to have overies and a uterus and a womb to have a baby as well as a vagina, a real woman can you cant asshole and there for your playing mind games.

i was tempted to give him aarons mailing adress at the apartment if the boy appeared have aaron beat the shit outta him but i thought there is some legal laws that can cause me to go to jail so i decided not to do it and just start ignoring him. so on my myspace blog i said if mind games dont stop my ban/block stick will be used and i will block the people as im tired of the mind games. now i must get back to ebay work,alex work and of course game reviews. looks like im going to cleveland in june. also have to buy a bark coller for blizzard and tuesday i see the dentist as well as the apartment manager on blizzard. im going to ignore mode and if it gets bad then i will report it. anyways i am still positive its either 1 girl or the other. otherwise i have no fuggin clue.

tonights dinner will be pizza pockets or chili dogs. havnt made my mind up. anyways i spoke to aaron and he said poison boy is full of shit and hes trying to figure out his reasoning behind bothering me. he thinks 1 of the girls put him up to it or the girl is using it as a account to get to me. we will see if pics come to me if not the man is full of shit and has to consult with the girl who wants to destroy my mental well being.

Laters

~Rita